Sweet 21

Peace be Upon All

WOW.I can't believe that I am actually in a 20+ age. This year birthday, I was in my college (unlike last year, I was in the middle of the jungle somewhere in Negeri Sembilan). Usually (especially boys), the birthday boy/ girl gets a prank from friends; prank which is more to flour-eggs-fight and things like that. Fortunately, it's not a ritual occasion for girls (ehem, especially my friends; Thank God). I had a peace night (except for, I have to finish Prof Nazamid's assigment which I have to submit it on the next day).
I thank everyone who wished me with warm prayers and greetings.







(cake from roommates, Jida,Nisa,Aten,Wani and Uji.LOVE u all!)

Special thanks to Munir (for slice of Chocolate Indulgence and hp accessory),Nadzirah (for hp accessory), Syafiq (adorable mug) and Aky (cute teddy bears). and I have been replying all the wishes in FB.TQ.
However, I have always had this thought in my mind where I am grateful to The Almighty for what I am now. My birthday has always reminds me of how difficult and pain for my Mother carrying me for 9 months. I wish I could tell every one who wished me,to thank my Mother; not me.

It was and always is,a sweet April every year. Because I share my birthday cake with my parents.My dad's birthday was on 20th,Mom's on 24th and me on 28th!!It's a perfect birthday present ever!!

Moments

Peace be Upon All.

It has been quite awhile since the last time I posted. It was a rough and tough weeks to end this semester. This is my third semester in my undergrad sandwiches course. I’m not sure whether I’ll have four years studies or three and a half years, since we ; the so called S Club Seven would have to fit all the available course in upcoming semester as maximum as possible. I just couldn’t understand why do we have to hurry, I LOVE studying (rather than working…at least I think so).

One of my subject this semester, conducting a case study ; where we need to do a chemical analysis towards one typical food. My group had Mee Kuning, while some other group picked Muffin, Cultured Milk, Burger, and some other foods that were chosen by the Demonstrator. At first I think it was fun; you know it feels like doing project of your own. Somehow, in the middle of the work, I felt so annoyed, unfocused, loathed, and tired! It was difficult at the part where group mates were hard to understand. I have never had a smile each time I stepped out of the lab, so irritated and pissed off. I spitted all out while I was driving back to my college. As I thought I could release everything in my room, I was even devastated. And I ended up driving straight away for home. Seeing mum and little brothers was a huge relief! Thank god I have my Kelisa that is always by my side.

As soon as my case study has finished, it was the time for a ‘real concentration’ for final exam. There was a mutualism-deal with Uji, one of my roommates, where we exchange study shift. I studied from 8pm till 3am, while in that time Uji had her sleep. I woke Uji up at time where it was my turn to sleep, while she studied until dawn.

(a post-it notes as a reminder,and a colourful nail painted by me while I was trying to hafal all the notes.wait?hafal?WTH)

However, there was one-all-along distraction facing me. Movies in laptop! I tend to watched Japanese and Korean dramas though I have watched it like dozen of times. One of the biggest-distraction of all time is Facebook. However, I decided to deactivate my FB since it's an exam week. Wasn't that something?^_^.Hahahaha.

Alhamdulillah, all papers end, at last!. My last paper was on 27th April. I couldn't say that all papers were OK~because it was not!!I have done my best and that was it. Usaha-Doa-Tawakal. That's a motto to use while exam-mood are around.>_<. Well, indeed,I hope all the exams are good,with flying colors!!Amin,,,,insyaAllah.

what LOVE means to me

Assalamualaikum...wbt.

I've been wondering this one word.The definition and its practices.Hahah.Yeah,it sounds funny when i talked about this thing.Omigush,I don't really do this kind of thing. [not into that luvie-duvie-couple thinging ok.(>_<)].But,I do believe in LOVE, which given and gifted by The Lord, Allah. He give me a priceless and precious gift ; FAMILY!(Thank you Allah,for EVERYTHING.)

Starting from my GREATEST and BEST PARENTS...LOVE them so much.They are all everything to me.




[look how sweet they are]

Starting from the eldests..,the strong and resilient..


together with the energetic-comely kids





the 2nds..wise and ease..with their delightful toddlers.



3rds...Supportive and bright..



4ths...fondness and reliable..



6th...responsible and expedient(scientific brainwave)



7th...sagacious and thoughtful...



Last but not least....pampered and adorable.


....which..everyone needs each other together with endless loves and supports.Family is a group of people united not only by blood, but also by LOVE.The love of a family is life's greatest blessing by Allah The Almighty.Thank you Allah for the LOVE that brought us together.Lets us all strengthen worshiping the Most Powerful and Most Merciful,Allah subhanahu Wa ta'ala.InsyaAllah.



Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late..You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace..If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day.

Words of gratitude

Assalamualaikum..w.b.t

Walaupun dalam minggu cuti sem, namun kerje2 yang aku ada..tetap macam tak cuti.(ni lah akibat menangguh lab report~darn tak nak buat camni dah).Sedang cube sedaya upaya menyiapkan lab report bersama2 dengan rakan seperjuangan Hanisah..sehinggakan mengeksploitasi wall2 di Facebook dan mengguna sehabis baik YM untuk berbincang,walau pun agak susa sebab kene type je memanjang.,namun kecekalan masih dalam genggaman.hahaha..^_^
hm,terfikir sekejap,agaknye next sem ke mana kite semua ye?? Quality control? Functional food? Engineering? (ehem,aku taknak sebut B**tech-so not my option,=p)



Well,whatever ur choices,we will always be the so called S Club 7.^_^









Just so u know guys, you are the best!We have been through lots of hard time together, yet we are still standing. Let us fight this 4years sandwich course and strive for excellence!!InsyaAllah.Ameen.

Mengapa aku??

Selesai sudah satu cerita kartun ditonton dilaptopku,fikiranku melayang seketika. Jauh membentangkan kepaknya ke arah timur.Lalu berhenti disebuah negara,India.Kelu. Mengapa India juga yang menjadi pilihan.Celaru aku memikirkan jawapan. Lalu,fikiranku tertumpu pada satu.Manipal.Ada apa dengan tempat itu.Hati rupanya teringat akan seseorang,dimana dia pastinya tidak akan mungkin mengingatiku.Sejenak aku terfikir. Apa khabar beliau disana?Tidak salah untuk bertanya khabar kan?Semestinya dia sihat seadanya bersama-sama yang tersayang.Namun,hatiku masih keras untuk melupakan sejarah itu.Tergerak hatiku seketika untuk membuka Facebooknya.Aku bukanlah salah satu daripada rakan networknya,namun eksesku senang melayari web itu.Satu persatu gambar aku susulkan.Haruskah aku meneruskannya,desis hati.Namun jari jemari masih lancar menggerakkan tetikus.Jelas kelihatan diraut wajahnya,kebahagian terukir.Senyuman yang sudah lama tidak kelihatan.Namun tidak pula aku rindui walau sedikit.Harapanku agar aku lansung tidak akan mengingatinya sampailah akhir hayatku.Kenapa begitu susah lafaz kemaafan ini diberikan? Aku tahu kemaafan itu adalah satu yang mulia disisi Islam. Sedangkan Nabi memaafkan umatnya, apatah lagi aku insan yang hina ini.Kelu lidahku.Mampukah aku?Mungkin,suatu hari, apabila masanya tiba,barangkali.
Benarlah ungkapan orang, sejarah mengajar diri kita untuk lebih berhati-hati.Cukuplah dengan perit aku rasai.Aku tidak lagi mahu mengingatinya.Setiap solatku akan diiringi dengan doa agar aku mampu memaafkannya,sekaligus melupai kisah lama.Sesaat fikiranku terlintas,mengapakah aku ditakdirkan mengenalinya?untuk aku mengenal erti kasih sebenar,Allah mengaturkan satu perjalanan buatku.Hikmah dan agungnya Qadar dan Qada' Ya Ilahi,sungguh aku merendah diri seorang hamba yang hina dan kerdil.Kita yang merancang, Allah yang menentukan.Setiap solatku jua,aku memanjatkan setinggi kesyukuran kerana aku ditakdirkan mengenali dia.Kerana dia,aku lebih mengenali Dia.Ketentuan Dia adalah yang terbaik.
Untuk segala cerita desas desus mengelilingi telingaku mengenai dia disana,aku mengharapkan ianya cerita palsu.Namun,akan kuterima sebagai kenyataan hari demi hari.Tidak kusangka akhirnya ini kelakuan disebalik dia yang aku kenali.Sepertinya, dia telah berubah menjadi manusia lain,yang bukan lagi kenalan aku.Sudahlah,mengenang yang lepas tidak memberi apa-apa faedah jua.
Alhamdulillah,kini aku terus melangkah,dengan harapan dan doa beralaskan kesyukuran atas keagungan Tuhan.YaAllah,tabahkanlah hatiku ini.Semoga hari-hariku dipermudahkan dengan segala keberkatanMu.InsyaAllah.

Do~re~mi

Assalamualaikum.wbt.

Wawawaw~~dah lame tak membuka minda mencoret isi-isi kehidupan. Masuk sem baru ni (sem 3), kesibukan bertambah. 6 subjek fakulti, satu kelas bahasa. Yang 6 itu, memang sangatlah susah untuk memahami satu2nya.setiap satu subjek macam2 kerenah. Memang memerlukan banyak kesabaran sem ni. Harapan semoga bertambah fokus dalam kelas, di-ajinamoto-kan dengan menyertai koku memanah.yesshh!!!sangat seronok!walau terpaksa berjemur ditengah padang selama 3 jam.(muke pon dah berbelang.,cume sometimes kurang mengerti kenape instructor suro lari 2pusingan balapan-800m,setiap kali nak mule praktis memanah.ape kaitan dengan berdiri memegang bow di tengah padang itu.+_+"). First test baru saje berlalu. macam2 kerenah jugek soalan2 nye. ade open-book test la. (yang itu sangat bersyukur,sebab subjek itu sangat susah,tapi even dengan open-book pon,soalan2nye tetap susah.

Roomates di kolej adelah dikalangan orang yang sentiasa mempunyai extra mase untuk study.Manakala,aku??extra mase2 aku selalu aje dipenuhkan dengan....~wait,i dont even have extra time~sighh..memang takde life lansung!(even TDA fac sendiri pon cakap macam tu),sob3.sadis sungguh~bannyak aje lab reportssssssss!!!assigments!!! presentations!!!!!!huh. mase2 macam ni, sgt terasa ketidakadilannya. Tapi nak buat macam mane,aku jugek yang memilih jalan ini.~So,face it! No matter how hard it is, Allah will always be at my side.

Macam2 yang berlaku dan berlalu,semua pon memberi impak+pengajaran dalam kamus hidup alya.>_

Ayoh's boys.


lab pemprosesan di FoodPlant.

soft toys yang cumel!



Benarkah?Hahaha.Life is a movie.,yet definitely not a korean-movie-story-line.^_^v. Why i said so? There are no such thing as happy ending.Or,perhaps love story as sweet as what they had in korean dramas.>_<".What has got into my mind!??!!.Why am i talking about this??!!haha.I am not in the state of broken heart k.haha.Just that i'm in the mood of enjoying love songs from korean dramas,(doremifasolatido). Try to figure what was i trying to emphasize.
xoxo.

Admiring,Is love.

Assalamualaikum..wbt.
Yey.Its my first post in the new year.=).There's so many things to be done and managed, with so little time. Everyday classes makes me weary even more.Tuesday is the most busiest day. Kuliah dari pagi sampai petang,straight!I hope i would get use to it in the short of time.

By the way,I have given an assignment during my English class, which I have to write and essay entitle 'The person I admire the Most.'So, this is what I wrote..

The person I admired the most : My Father.
Everyone has their own role model that they admired the most. Even a four year old kid would have an idol. Idol is someone that you love or admire very much. All my life, I have always looked up to my father, for his life, courage and achievements. He has his own principles and determinations. All his life, he has been very self-reliant. He was born in Kg Pengkalan Arang, Kuala Terengganu. He is the second child of a happily married couple along with 6 other siblings grew up under one small roof back in the old days. At that time, the lacks of infrastructure and amenities in the rural areas have been a challenging scenario for youngster those days compared to what has existed in this day and age. There were no cell phones, no computers, no internet, and any other equipments or gadgets that teenagers these days are having as their compulsory needs. His life in those days was very hard, yet simple. He managed to go through with courage and sheer- willpower which has made the person he is today. He is currently working as a Dean of Faculty of Agriculture and Biotechnology in Universiti Darul Iman Malaysia; and a very-very successful father. My term of successful varied with lots of definitions. I am very grateful for I have such a great father ; very understanding yet fair and wise. I admired him for his tenacity and his courage in confronting problems that other people might have already avoided it. Though he always busy with works, yet he will never neglect the role as a father to all of us. He never failed to support us at time we needed it the most. With the love, care and encouragement from mother too, we are growing up as what we are now. To describe each and every good deed he has done, a hundred-fifty words paragraph would not be enough. I pray to Allah every day, for my father to stay healthy, protect him from sins and always be blessed by Allah The Most Gracious and the Most Merciful. I love my father and my mother.


Hah.Having so many grammar mistakes and obviously a kid's-kind-of-essay.or should I say, immature..=_='.Well,whatever it is,I meant to stress on it's content.
yep3.Love Mom and Dad!